Tuesday, April 27, 2010

When the world is on your shoulder

Through observation, Asian parents have a very high expectation towards their children especially when it comes to grades! Academic achievement isn't everything if they haven't realised. Am personally thankful for my parents who's not so-traditional.

Well, I had been worried about my Trial's results letter arriving to my house, thought of intercepting it but failed. Mom got it before I did. Funny thing is; she is not confronting me about my owh so "awesome" results. According to my psychology mate, he thinks my parents wants me to come clean with them instead of them approaching me. Gah, why am I supposed to say to them? Oh, I nap too much >.< cause I screwed my sleeping hours pretty good? Had been playing a fool and not studying? I hate being observed yet I still like my guilty pleasure of observing. chuckles.




Could tell mommeh and pappi are disappointed. Am frustrated at one point, I worked hard for my Chemistry, well not that hard but it was THE ONLY subject I studied for Trials and yet its scored is the lowest among other subjects which I barely touch ze books. Chemistry and I don't go so well,apparently. NONO, I didn't have time to do my application section!and that had brought me down so badly and of course, Organic chemistry which I can't never get it stuck in my brain! its like smartTAG,without barrier..it will just speed of ze brain cells, and I thought Maths and I had a bad chemistry. I do like Maths in Alevels,surprisingly! >.< but had dropped it since. why? because my Maths Lecturer is being a catalyst to "make-Jo Ey-hates-maths" and because of my classmates drilling me day and night and being a typical chinese (kiasu) I so wanted to prove My Maths lecturer he was wrong!Hah! By God's grace, I did proved him wrong when my AS results came out. BY FAR, I think he is the most demotivating lecturer ever. I miss Ms. J who left because of her pregnancy>.< She made me love Maths when I hated it to the core back in Form5 then came this oh-so-racist-bias Lecturer. Gosh, I'm b*tching.
But, I wasn't the ONLY one who dislike him, practically more than half of the class dislike him and some of us couldn't stand him and drop the subject in A2 because we can't change lecturer. URGH!

If maths can be as delightful as chocolates <3


ok enough about b*tching about him, bad chi.
Anyway, skipped college today. Only went for Psychology class and thats it.
It was ze last Psychology class. sobs.
He is the one of the best lecturer around.
He doesn't pressure us to study, he allowed us to go our own pace.
He is always so understanding (because I'm always late for his class, fyi Psycho is always the first period and since I have to drive now to college -.- if I missed the 7am alarm clock, I will sleep till 9am .chuckles. This is cause I dislike being stuck in a jam)
He is very motivated in motivating his students.
He craps alot of joke in class which of course,related to ze syllabus.
Sex is a must topic for him every lesson. chuckles.
Lessons are never boring, theres always video and photos to see for every chapter (:


Then theres my Chemistry lecturer and mentor.
She's by far the Most Professional Lecturer I had ever seen.
I may had been a b*tch to her for giving her such a hard time during AS as I wasn't used to her teaching style,but sooner I got adapted to it.
She was very patient with me although I gave her hell.
Though my trials doesn't justify my effort in it but its my Favourite subject and I work hard just need to work HARDER.


College is coming to an end in less than 2 weeks time and so is finals! Another chapter in life, another chapter begins with unexpected obstacles and surprises. Its scary! I already rejected two offers to two universities. one, being financial aid and another because I applied for fun never expecting anything from it. I really want a gap year, but my parents are being very irrational about this. But to an extent, they have their reasons, I am gonna use their moolah to travel and explore the world. Their hard earn money. Thus, my aunt jokingly said this to my dad "You're always so busy with your work, so your daughter help you to 'travel' ".

Rottnest Island, Perth. <3
where I learnt how to cycle.chuckles.

Pretty hype up with all the trips I mah going after finals!
As quoted from my coursemate, Nic " Doesn't matter when A2 starts but it matters when A2 ends!"

Roadtrip with ze dear of mine in an awesome car! (:  He FINALLY gonna trust me with his car.promise, I won't crash it..hopefully. If not need to sell my car, bags,shoes,gadgets,clothes etc just to fix prolly an inch of his car. GASP.

Gosh, I have such a scattered brain, my topic had diverted completely.sigh.

Anyhowever, the usual trio skipped the rest of the day of college and went to Curve for Breakfast. Guess what????!?!? We ended up at Coffee Bean, which I dislike very much. I mean, these two boys can be so indecisive of what to eat and I can't decide cause I was so hungry and having gastric.chuckles..we could have had it in college, since theres one CB located barely 100m away from college.

After breakfast, went to Border's/Starbucks where they studied Bio while I was reading news. Gosh, its so quiet there =x its way better than the Starbucks in JayaOne where I used to nerd.

So, my dear lil bro was really worried about uni application cause his parents had been pestering him about it. Tried cheering him up but ended up being teased by him.  Its so strange, he's a year younger than me but his maturity level surpassed a 21 years old guy.

We had this random conversation about something which I couldn't recall
and he called me a "Virgin Mind". It was something he said that was dirty but I didn't get what he meant.
Gosh, clearly being 19th has its own effect!
 The conversation go on something like this

FR : I bet my younger brother who is 13 is more intelligent than you.
JY: Are you saying I am dumb? -.-
FR : Sexually. *Grin*

Aight, better get back to do something studying.
Owh, on random note - John Mayer Battle studies album is awesome possum (:


If macky crashes, would be so dead for finals. I-need-it-to-nerd-cause-all-mah-notes-are-inside-save-the-environment-paperless is the way!-and-of course-addiction-to-faceboook-which-needs-to-be-out-of-my-system!


I haven't been shopping since Feb! *big gasp*
My hands are very itchy!
Its not helping, most of my friends are dragging me away from buying and shopping.
I was dragged away from entering MNG today by FR. deng it! boys they will never understand the torture of not buying! meh such a spendthrift gal -.-

My shopping list (which need to be done after finals ) :


  • Lomo camera. lomography  is so candid perfect <3
  • 500D because the price had dropped! FINALLY!
  • update ze macbook or get a new macbook pro! its dashing sexay ;) (omgee, my macbook was smashed on the floor when I emergency brake today, macky was sitting nicely on the passenger seat and minutes later its on the floor of the car*gasp* dislike people who drive on right lane and drive so slow and doesn't wanna go to the left lane then out of no where brake.pffft)
  • Bose headphones. 
  • Coach summer collection bags!!!! Looks so good on a beach  okay! Missing Aust beaches like omgee=( 

See what I meant by spendthrift!!! but blame the world for making us so superficial =x

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